this emptiness and loneliness now, is something i will never what to feel ever again.
i am very scared actually.
maybe it's better for me to be alone, i've cause so much pain to everyone around me.
i really do love myself, but sometimes i wish there can be someone who can love back.
that will be nice i guess.

ah well. same old same old.
just different days i guess.
horrible this is.


Peaches - Fuck The Pain Away