i cant sleep. even though my body is so so tired my mind is refusing to go to sleep.
i think my mind is stuffed with thoughts that they are actually suffocating my actually body.
where has the golden days gone to?
where was the girl that was sweet and always smiling?
maybe i've changed.
if i did, i've only caused my heart more pain than it can actually bear.
i guess i should have shut my heart tight. or atleast be like you, be like the egg, not ham.
in that way i wouldn't be hurt as much as i'm hurting now.

my head hurts now. as i'm typing all these words, i think to myself and wonder, am i writing empty words, or will whatever i'm writing make you truly understand.
understand that all i ever wanted was to care, to show you concern and to be there for you.

and all i wanted is a simple answer from you.
whether you still care or not.
and that you couldn't give me.

what more can i say.
i guess i'm done.


Silverchair - Miss You Love