the inner life of jeremy.
jeremy hates hate the way how he can be so insecure and sometimes trying to be understanding yet he's feeling so fuckup inside.
and in an attemp to cover up, he make it even more obvious.
jeremy is realistic, and thinks alot. sometimes too much.
and although he always tell himself not to bother, he cant, and often find himself caring too much.
and he hates people who takes him for granted.
fuck it. jeremy just hate the world actually. but he knows that he cant fight the system.
so most of the time, his defences collapse and just give in.

go away, i just want to have a simple life now.
there's too much complications recently. too much drama.
and my heart just cant take it anymore.
misery is such a funny thing, sometimes it allows humanity to show through but yet sometimes, it totally fucks you up.
enough. fuck it. i wouldn't talk anymore.

to kevin, seriously. fuck off. you're a pussy.
enough said.

to guyrence, fuck you. speak proper english first before you talk to people and start insulting them with bad english.
that's really sad.

ahh fuck lah.


Slipknot - Heratic Anthem