i almost did the most selfish thing a person could ever do two days ago.
something which i swore that i would never do again, but i was driven insane.
i couldnt think straight and all i need was a release of my inner pain.
i thank god for Charlene.

you stood by me when i needed someone the most.
thank you for coming down in the middle of the night with Jerome.
i love you guys.
thanks jie, and mummy, for always picking me up when i'm down.

so it's kind of confirm that i will be going with the AVA guys for their asia tour.
i need to get a job now to pay for my allowance there.
the air ticket's covered. plus i need a trip.
to get away from all the shit that happened this week.

i wish you well.


Plain Sunset - Find A Way