this whole insecurity issue is really fucking up my head right now.
i'm scare of alot of things.
and i hate not knowing, not knowing how much i mean or where do i fit in in your life right now.

i made a choice right from the start. i dont care if it's the right one or not.
what we have is now. not later, not tomorrow. now.
you keep me sane. smiling. well, and jogging.
the reason why is unexplainable. it's like wind, you can feel it but you just cant see it.

i'm just feeling so vulnerable right now.
i dont know how to trust as much or have faith in myself as much as the past.
the scars they didnt heal. they were just covered up.

maybe one day, we'll switch sides.
then you see what's on my mind.