so many things are going on now.
i thought the holidays would be much better but it always turns out the other way around.
i hate feeling alone.
i feel alone even though i'm not, maybe i just feel empty.
it always seems like you want something but when you get it, you don't know what to do with it.

i don't want to be just a thing.
you're always so close, but yet so far.

and to jaslyn. you don't need him.
that loser. good for nothing loser who poses around being emo.
enough k, you know that sooner or later he's gonna dump you.
and i've told you so a long time ago.
yes i'm pissed and angry at you, beause you're unwilling to be strong for yourself.
move on, you can adapt. it just pisses me off to see you blog that you miss him and shit like that. stop being pathetic.
i was once like that, don't follow my footsteps.
it's just not worth it. move the fuck on.
show him what you are made of. you're strong.

i'm being harsh because i care. atleast i care.


Funeral For A Friend - Escape Artist(Never Dies)