they could not keep me, from seeing you.
everything i've just said, it's true.

now i'm learning to wait. waiting is tough because you anticipate.
anticipating will fuck you up inside.
these thoughts i'm having are actually going on all the time inside my head, the strange thing is i dont know how to stop it.

in every sense, these few days are like a bad dream which you dont want it to stop.
i meant in a way that it's takes something bad to make you realised how bad life actually is for you to start living it.
the courage to take your life is huge. but with that courage, you can overcome yes?
knowing so well what we will become, we tend to run, hoping that everything will be forgetten in time.

then time itself starts to play with you. it will never let you forget no matter how long ago it was. haha every word, every action in time is still out there.
so beware, time is a powerful and mysterious thing. haha
i had a Harry Potter moment there.


The Working Title - The Mary Getaway