"please God, take good care of him like You've promised to do so.
let him be truly at peace, no more suffering, no more sleepless nights and pain.
let him know the meaning of rest.
thank You. and i hope i'm not asking too much."

i really hate it knowing that death is near. and there's nothing you can do about it.
dammit. it's times like this that makes me angry, angry at the fact that God allowed diseases to happen to good people.
up until now i'm still disturbed by Wenbin's suicide.
it really hits damn near to home. i'm still having trouble sleeping because of that.
i know i shdn't let it bother me but people who got no idea really cant understand why it is taking so much effect over me. but then again, it's my problem and i have to face my inner demons myself.

i've learn a lesson, do not take what life throws at you too seriously but be serious when it comes to life.

be at peace my friend.
my prayers are with you.


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