i'm suddenly overwhelmed with fear and anxiety. well i'm really stressed up over school. the workload is totally unbearable. well people says that's the designer's lifestyle, fine but still not to this extreme when you're still in school ya?
that's really crazy.

i think i shall go watch Nacho Libre to release some stress. and probably jamming will help too.
i just need to scream out loud.
this two deaths recently really puts me back to the place i fear the most.
i'm not in the state of depression like how i was before, but it's more towards the point that i've become much more sensitive to every detail around me that is really driving me insane.

yes i need to keep sane. i so need a hug now. i need a shoulder to cry.
i've told myself not to let people see me cry, but sometimes i really need someone there for me, yes even when i need to cry.
i'm just so scared. this sem is really tough.
press on Jem. press on.

take my hand and whisper to me the way only you know how.


Paramore - My Heart