i think you have already put the message across very clearly,
i know deep down that you left with no regrets.
you said that you're sad but i just don't believe,
well atleast there were you and me once before.

i hope that he really love you more than i do,
then i will force myself to let go.

how do you expect me to let go,
i never wanted this to end, why do i still have to smile and pretend it's okie.
this must be my fate, for you to choose him over me.
please don't worry about me, i'll continue moving on with life.
you're further and further away, and i'm slowly letting go.
why do i still give in to you even when you wanna leave.
this must be my fate, it's taking me to move on slowly.
i'll learn to give you up, that's because i really love you.

i cant sleep again last night. only had 3 hours of sleep.
kept tossing and turning and just lying awake in bed. i hate it when i cant sleep.
so many things running throuh my mind, so many things i wanna say before but didnt have the courage.
so now there's only left with used-to-bes and regrets.
well that's life i guess. the lyrics above is from a chinese song, i did my best to translate it in english. that's how i feel i guess. roar.

so MOS tonight. yay. something to look forward to.
pam,izdi,marr,denise,sarah,xiang,hakim,nurul and the ava dudes.
i'll see you there.


West Grand Boulevard - Flights Of Fancy