sorry there's some prob with the blog. shit.
anyways let me repost everything again.

i haven been sleeping well and last night was the worst.
i woke up breathless and heart beating faster than i could even count.
thought and memories of her just keep haunting me and i dunno wat to do.
i'm trying to move on. i really am. my heart is just really heavy from all the dreams shattered and promises broken.
how can i put it across. the feeling of being cheated. used. and then thrown away like a useless piece of thrash.
in the words of AVA.,
"when will we love before it's too late."

when will i let myself love again.
and if anyone who is reading this on my blog, clever and smart ppl for finding it.
10 scene points to u. (:

and all the html wizards can u please help me with my blog skin.
i'll buy u air.
much love.


A Vacant Affair - The Departure