omg, damn long lah since i blogged. haha so much had happened during this period of absence.
for the better, definitely for the better.
new friends, new beginnings, new chapters in my life which i'm thankful and grateful for.
first off, definitely my new bandmates who are my source of strength and comfort these few months, and Josh, wah nan ren de nan ren club changed my life.
and Huiyi the cheese to my fries, you're by far the best girlfriend ever. damn peaceful and comfortable with you. God sent. period.

ok ok enough, i went to bangkok this year! and it was amazing. ying2, angel, darren and choon2 went along. it's one of the best road trip i've taken with my friends. wanna go back again so badly. countless of photos and shopping of course. basically words dont do justice to the experience i had there.

ah and school's starting on monday. i'm excite. i'm quite lazy to type and to think of words to say. ok bye!

Bear with me, bear with me. This is all i have left.

hello jeremy?
are u still there?
dont go in too far now.
you will nv come back if you do.

"I can't call you a friend
Cause when you left me here
You left me here to die
Don't worry I wont call you again
Cause when I take a hint
I take it pretty hard
And when you broke my heart
You broke it into shards of glass

Can I call you my friend?
It's been so long
Since we have talked
And I miss you
Don't worry I'm over you right now
So my feelings wont get in the way of it
Oh, I miss the way we talked
About the little things"

Reindeer Section - Your Sweet Voice

it doesn't get easy by the day.
days passes and not one moment i've stopped thinking about you.
everywhere i look, i'm just staring into an abyss,
i just can't see the end of the tunnel.
where's the light, where's the hope?
right now it's just me kicking and screaming to survive.
would you understand these words?
or am i too far gone?

either way, i'm not okie.
maybe in time i will.
but not yet. not yet i'm not.

Fear Of Flying - A Rocket To The Moon

"Can you take me back to the person I used
To be back when you were there for me I
Know it seems like forever but do me this
Favor please way back when we were stupid and
Held grudges just to help us sleep oh my
God, how ridiculous were we?"

i crashed, black and blue. sweet mother of jesus.

she's fucking matt damon! he's fucking ben affleck!

HAHAHAHA OMG THIS IS SO AWESOME.
FUCKING HILARIOUS!



followed by,

my life is on a standstill right now. how should i put it across?
life is NS really break or make someone's spirit.
ahh fuck that shit.

anyways i really have no idea why am i keep this blog. i guess it's a good channel for release. release what i might add? hmmm, well nothing is constant in my life. there's no stability, dont give me that crap that change is the only constant. because when you haven even gotten used to that change, another one comes running in. so there's no end to it am i right to say? you know, what i'm trying to say is that no one will ever be content with what they have even though they are by far fucking lucky.
fuck that too.

so i heard As I Lay Dying is coming. that is another good opportunity for me to release some much controlled angry inside me. i love hitting those stupid scene kids.
man, i want to be spaceman and moonwalk on the moon. and i wanna meet Juliet Simms badly. bahh.

and this is a shout out to everyone i miss quite terribly.
jaslyn teo ah lian.
mable the salad girl.
lucas the kids central host.
therese heng ah heng!
the ava guys. shen i know you are leaving soon, so hang out please.
aaron low how low can you go.

sigh. okie lah, enough.


sometimes you got to get right to the edge of death in order to be saved.